pixelated.me

Human beings look for patterns. Our way of surviving the sensory overload that is everyday life is to look for familiar patterns. Patters in behavior, situations, people, etc.
I am at the moment in the same spot on the planet i was in a year ago. The same rooms, the same breath taking view. The pattern is familiar and yet the machine doing the computation is different. I am that “different” machine.
In the past year i have undergone more growth and change than ever before in my life. I am grateful for it and i think as time goes by i can wear these scars proudly. But tonight for just a few moments i wish i could have changed without loosing what i thought i had. Maybe all that really means is that i hope to think i have it again. For now i’ll take comfort in conversations with a girl from St. Louis and identifying with a misplaced Argentine girl in Mexico City.