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I’ve never had roommates.
i managed to get through 5 years of college without every having one.
i never lived in a dorm.
the closest thing to a roommate was the year i lived with my ex-gf.
but now, due to circumstance for the next 6-7 weeks i am rooming with an old friend of mine.
and frankly there is nothing as fucking awkward and awful as walking around feeling isolated and alone and having to deal with the roommate and his fucking girlfriend whom i only kind of like. i don’t disklike her. but i certainly don’t want her around all the fucking time. she’s here even when he isn’t. She’ll come over to watch TV or use his computer.
i mean seriously!
and most nights i get to hear the chorus of her porn star moaning and the sound of my friends hand slapping her rather plentiful ass.
right now i desperately crave to be around people that i feel connected with.
nothing feels that way right now.
except perhaps my sister. who more and more feels like my twin. she gets me. but she is also not here right now.